Nobody said life is fair.

Some pple get attention when they are upset.

While others dont.

Some pple get help when they fall.

While others simply stand up on their own.

I decided do it on my own whether i get the attention or help.

I dont think i will ever need one. Because i trust myself the most. And i cant afford to get hurt anymore.

This is my first time having salad for lunch:) first step towards healthy lifestyle!!! Hahahaha

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i guess i am the only one who haben started on my exams:( So tired and many of them had finished or finishing soon.

first paper is on 20th May:( Anyways, looking forward to my thailand trek in June:)))

**hopefully i can see greenery like this!!! )

Not to forget i am going to taiwan with my lovely butt in uni too:))

HAIZ~! BORED!!! Pressed on NHL!!!!

Me: Who will like to study?!

Jon: You lor! You look like you enjoyed studying.

 

Then i was pondering what he said. Did i really enjoy studying?

i mean studying was never a chore to me even though i never got excellent grades. But because all my studying time at home, i was accompanied by my lovely dog.

I started reciting my Secondary one’s Geography notes to him. It’s about the 5 layers of tropical rainforest. Even though it sounds silly but i really enjoyed doing that to him. Sleeping on my mattress together. Pestering me to feed him when i was doing A maths. Silently sat by my side when i reading notes. After finished my study, i will hug him ,throw him into the air like a baby , chase him around the house and forced him to sit on the sofa and watch tv with me.

Now, i am into last 3 months of my degree. I can hardly focus. This little one is gone. I am only living on memories. I just hope i can faster finish my degree.

 

My UK lecturers for MatheE and EOE aint coming. so my classmate is cursing me that i will fail my final year papers.

Maybe my classmate was joking but i dont think demoralising someone is a good joke.

But those who are on the same boat as me. i wish them best of luck. WE CAN DO IT:))

FIGHTING!

p/s: i am going for the extraction on friday:( i wonder when can i start eating.?? i am loading carbo right now!!! HAHA!

i think i cant plan things well.

depressed. or when i am faced with unknown, i will backoff.

or i am trying to make someone happy, i forgot who am i.

 

i hope i will always rmb to love myself first.

i realise i always have an urge to explain things CLEARLY and TACTFULLY when they misunderstood me or my behaviour etc.

but later, i also realise i do get sick and tired for doing that.

so now, i dont even give a shit about what people think about me. i dont explain to friends (even best friends) why i did this…why i said this to you…

if u understand and know me well. u should know why. if not, just go hide in some corner so that i cant see you okie?

i think i am living happier and better now. i love myself so much *SELF-HUG*

i hope you guys feel the same about yourselves~!

 

It’s coming to the end of 2010.

i had lost my little “brother” this year. i am gonna start a brand new year without him.

God bless this little soul up there as i love him always.i will be a fighter like him and study hard for my final year.

searching my definition of true friends and finding my true self.

meanwhile i will enjoy myself and go travel as often as i can.

Happy new year to everyone:))

i dont understand why some people get worried/frustrated about not getting a partner for themselves.  Let the nature takes its own course.  Dont be too anxious. it makes you look like a despo!

 

well. be happy with what you have:))