Some pple get attention when they are upset.

While others dont.

Some pple get help when they fall.

While others simply stand up on their own.

I decided do it on my own whether i get the attention or help.

I dont think i will ever need one. Because i trust myself the most. And i cant afford to get hurt anymore.

This is my first time having salad for lunch:) first step towards healthy lifestyle!!! Hahahaha

first paper is on 20th May:( Anyways, looking forward to my thailand trek in June:)))

**hopefully i can see greenery like this!!! )

Not to forget i am going to taiwan with my lovely butt in uni too:))

HAIZ~! BORED!!! Pressed on NHL!!!!

Jon: You lor! You look like you enjoyed studying.

Then i was pondering what he said. Did i really enjoy studying?

i mean studying was never a chore to me even though i never got excellent grades. But because all my studying time at home, i was accompanied by my lovely dog.

I started reciting my Secondary one’s Geography notes to him. It’s about the 5 layers of tropical rainforest. Even though it sounds silly but i really enjoyed doing that to him. Sleeping on my mattress together. Pestering me to feed him when i was doing A maths. Silently sat by my side when i reading notes. After finished my study, i will hug him ,throw him into the air like a baby , chase him around the house and forced him to sit on the sofa and watch tv with me.

Now, i am into last 3 months of my degree. I can hardly focus. This little one is gone. I am only living on memories. I just hope i can faster finish my degree.

Maybe my classmate was joking but i dont think demoralising someone is a good joke.

But those who are on the same boat as me. i wish them best of luck. WE CAN DO IT:))

FIGHTING!

p/s: i am going for the extraction on friday:( i wonder when can i start eating.?? i am loading carbo right now!!! HAHA!

depressed. or when i am faced with unknown, i will backoff.

or i am trying to make someone happy, i forgot who am i.

i hope i will always rmb to love myself first.

but later, i also realise i do get sick and tired for doing that.

so now, i dont even give a shit about what people think about me. i dont explain to friends (even best friends) why i did this…why i said this to you…

if u understand and know me well. u should know why. if not, just go hide in some corner so that i cant see you okie?

i think i am living happier and better now. i love myself so much *SELF-HUG*

i hope you guys feel the same about yourselves~!

i had lost my little “brother” this year. i am gonna start a brand new year without him.

God bless this little soul up there as i love him always.i will be a fighter like him and study hard for my final year.

searching my definition of true friends and finding my true self.

meanwhile i will enjoy myself and go travel as often as i can.

Happy new year to everyone:))

well. be happy with what you have:))